got my pay already. VERY VERY VERY tempted to just spend eveerything on a new phone. i LIKE the phone can.. got a super duper adorable red monkey hanging from my phone.
i think im recovering already. very much. but im still numbing myelf. its a need and desperate means.
i miss imai. im busy with work. shes sleeping alot. i guess. gotta meet up soon dearie.
you fill me in. even though i know all the intake is gonna bring me to hell soon.
its time i pull up my socks and start studying again. im feeling nerdy.
now for the sentimental part.
i miss you baby. all the time im waithing for your return.
i know all the things that ive done is for naught.
you gotta know youre not the main reason for my suicide.
all you gotta know is that after three years im finally letting go and love is not something that exist in my life anymore.
i \loveyou, four letters, same as bullshit.

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