its hard to balance things. school. work. friends. you. my life is currently messed up now. i rmbered someone saying 'you found a guy who loves you why still so unhappy.' dearie ive no idea why. im seriously confused. under normal circumstances, i would be handling these shits at peace but now.. too much to handle at a go. to much.
im getting pretty abnormal these days. sleeping early. eating loads. liking neon clours. leggings. doing up my hair. blue contact lenses. wth is wrong with me. im still thinking of cutting long bangs.
i like long train rides but i hate toleerating the long pain that ive gotta endure. school is hella a dread. seeing people who totally irks me. i should bring detol out to clean my eyes. hell.
dearie injured his toe today. im super worried lah. doc sent him for xray. omg. am so hoping his fine. i clearly knows his condition but worst of all is that i cant do anything about it. take good care of yourself anite? hurts to see you suffering.

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