me and eve got bored after brunch and that was happened.

eminem all day. im addicted already. the good old music rocks. know the feeling when emotions starts flooding in your mind and you become damn restless? the whole entire day my mind was blank. plain blank. i start thinking about you all again. like even thou its 4years already and ive said 20million times its time to let you go but still.. oh well. feelings are damn fucked up shit. and i have no control over my own. so just when i learnt how to drop my feelings, shit happened. at this stage i really cant be bothered.

i'll do everything for a smile. anyone just make me smile again.
was thinking of going back to who iam dated a few months back. like how i first started school. the emo kid in class. i hate the cheerful me. is like as if im being somebody else. torture. yes now i gotta agree with joey. that woman didnt change me, she destroyed me. and im dump enough to fall into it. on random days it just hurts sooooo much.

i hardly spend time with my family. im sorry. or rather i dont even talk to them at times. i feel awfully awkward at home. like i dont belong there at all. even when we have the once-in-a-billion-year meal together with me around its always silence. i miss the times.

Feels like I have always known you
And I swear I dreamt about you
All those endless nights I was alone
It's like I've spent forever searching
Now I know that it was worth it
With you it feels like I am finally home
Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life
Cuz you leave me speechless

i remember the time when i listen to this song. woman, know whta, you really leave me speechless.

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