Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free
Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this cant be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now Hes gone
No one but me can save myself, but it to late
Now I cant think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye
Over...

FINALLY O'S ARE OVER!
pop champagne tnite!!!!

okay so when i was busing from yishun sec to np today. guess who board the bus at northland? some ex lover of mine. i never mention about him to anyone. okay. apparetly hes this filipino guy that ive no fking idea why i crushed one. but hes nice. okay anyhow i think he looked over but i turned away. FUCK LAH WHY DID I EVEN TURN AWAY! OKAY LOUISA ARE YOU FKING GUILT FOR PLAYING HIM. IM NOT AND I DIDNT PLAY HIM. OKY FINE IM TALKING TO MYSELF AGN. *SLAPS*


I NEED A BREAK.

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