finally after 5 months i got tears running down my face smerging my makeup. but it definetely feels good. i cldnt sleep the entire night. with my mind replaying what you texted before everything ended. a part of me wonder if the promises made are still valid, but from the kind of actions you gave these days, seems hardly posible. everything felt so unreal. how i wish you'd never existed in my life perhaps then i wont hafta go through what im gng through now.

i should have listen to him(who's name shall remain him, you should know who i meant) that this aint gna work out. yet the hardheaded me still defied what ever he said and carry on. the only thing we got in return was an endless supply of misery as promised by him if i didnt listen. now its karma.

moving on is always pretty hard for me. the nightmares are getting more and more frequent than ever, repeating the same senario over and over again. but for all you know i never regretted going against him. it was my choice wanting to throw away everything to start anew with you. but now.. i shall take all of it wawy with me.

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