Wednesday, April 29, 2009
tears. i havent seen them in awhile. and now its paying a visit now.
i gave up. i made the effort to take the first step fward attempting to salvage the situation. and yet you dont seem to give a shit about it. ive always thought i do have one or two to count on when times are bad. you din even bother when "that" happen. like mention in my veery previous entry its only at time of crisis you wld know "who are the ones there". i hate the fact that im the one taking the first step in everything in this friendship. or are you the one who simply dont give a shit. and all the good times are for naught. think it through. in everything esp when it involves two party, both sides habe gta contribute in order to make things work. it cant solely depend on one party and DREAM that things will simply HAPPEN. fyi, its tiring. not that i havent tried. i did, my best and i DARE say that. what have you done then? think about it. i know you tried to put up with my nonsense, and i try not to n=make your life difficult. but habe you though about your actions. rubbing salt into my wound everytime. imagine if i do that to you. and im not stupid i do know the things gng on bhind me.
ear pieces comes in two. its been like what 9 months since then. ive gone through all the bits and pieces alone. reckon im used to it alr. im glad our friendship is better now. ((:
sch. everyday is the same. meet suchen in the morning to go sch tgt, cun was there as well. lunch time was spent with ice,cun.david and kingston at 806. continued by boring sch session and lastly home. im exhausted. im not looking fward to tmr. guess most of them knows why.
that din take long. i fee better now. you broke me once, now you cant break me agn
i gave up. i made the effort to take the first step fward attempting to salvage the situation. and yet you dont seem to give a shit about it. ive always thought i do have one or two to count on when times are bad. you din even bother when "that" happen. like mention in my veery previous entry its only at time of crisis you wld know "who are the ones there". i hate the fact that im the one taking the first step in everything in this friendship. or are you the one who simply dont give a shit. and all the good times are for naught. think it through. in everything esp when it involves two party, both sides habe gta contribute in order to make things work. it cant solely depend on one party and DREAM that things will simply HAPPEN. fyi, its tiring. not that i havent tried. i did, my best and i DARE say that. what have you done then? think about it. i know you tried to put up with my nonsense, and i try not to n=make your life difficult. but habe you though about your actions. rubbing salt into my wound everytime. imagine if i do that to you. and im not stupid i do know the things gng on bhind me.
ear pieces comes in two. its been like what 9 months since then. ive gone through all the bits and pieces alone. reckon im used to it alr. im glad our friendship is better now. ((:
sch. everyday is the same. meet suchen in the morning to go sch tgt, cun was there as well. lunch time was spent with ice,cun.david and kingston at 806. continued by boring sch session and lastly home. im exhausted. im not looking fward to tmr. guess most of them knows why.
that din take long. i fee better now. you broke me once, now you cant break me agn
