sibk of crying. tired of trying. yeah im smailling but deep inside im dying. i rmb saying this ro a loved one of mine. hes face immediately changed to blaxk. till now then i realosed he blamed himself. if youre reading this now, let me tell you something i never managed or have the guts to tell you straight to your face. you should never blame yourself for what have becomed of me. i wasnt muself at that point of time, as much as i would like to change for you, i never did manage to do that. im being honest here. i know you wont curse yuor ass off after seeing this, thats why the more guity i will feel. i know you dont hate me but i clearly hate myself more than anyone does.

i always seem to be blogging in class. some way ive a strong feeling mum read my blog. which is good. and she complained that dad ate all my strawberries. dang. mum is super random. dang. called me and ask what colour i want for my new towel. okay im getting bored in class. sian.

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