i feel like blogging bcos ive nothing to do in class.

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im not fine not at all. you told me i could talk to you. now what. i dont think so. youre no longer there anymore. i never wna believe in promises anymore. all the promises people made will eventually turn out the other way round. and the same goes to you, I. i hate saying this but it really feels like theres no one else in this world. the pain is excruciating, the worst part is, its mentally. maybe i do need the physical pain to get over the entire shit. but again, getting over things aint exactly my forte. not at all. S, i wish i cld just go emotionless, less harm would be done. sometimes without feelings the world would be a much better place. people wont have to fall for another soul. no one will hurt each other.

FORGET IT. IM LIVING IN SELF PITY AGAIN.